Adderall

As this trip comes to an end I have a quick note that I just realized. It is a small note of minimal importance but oh well. At least I can't say I learned not.

I've always thought that I needed adderall to help me focus. I admittedly am distracted easily and my mind is out there so it's hard for me to stay focused. However, I just had an "ah hah!" moment and realized that I do not need adderall to help me focus; I need something worth focusing on to help me focus.

I get bored easily. I get bored when I'm doing fun stuff, I get bored walking, I get bored with being in Rome, I get bored reading, I get bored eating, I get bored watching TV, I get bored with girls (discovered through talking with a friend that this explains a lot of my tendencies with girls), and I get bored with almost everything. There are three things that NEVER bore me: music, sports (football/basketball), and family.

What now? What is something interesting for me to focus on? Is there something out there that carries enough interestingness by itself to harness my focus?

No clue. Life is full of boring junk that we are all obliged to tend to. So, I guess all I can do is keep my head down and keep trucking.

Cinco De Mayo is so close I can almost taste the lack of Mexican Food I'll be downing.